Sorry for leaving the TS abruptly, but I really had to get off.
About my actions:
At first when I heard I wasn't competing, I have to admit I felt disappointed. I felt as though I was helping out as much as I could, and I was frustrated that I wasn't getting a chance. I really didn't say much and tried to hide my feelings. What really put me off was when people were praising a lot of other people, while meanwhile nobody said anything good about me. I felt as though I was disregarded by a lot of people. At that point, I became more frustrated. When I heard that I was going to be the first sub I was happy, but then I got kicked down to second. I felt more and more frustrated. When it was announced that I could challenge, I was eager to prove myself. I admit though that I might have come off a bit cocky, but for the most part, it was mainly frustration. I really thought I wasn't causing any harm, but I apologize for my actions anyway. All I have been trying to do is help the clan, and when I heard that me participating wasn't going to help our chances, I felt a bit rejected. Organization has been a great clan, but I'm not sure how I feel about this whole thing...
Again, I apologize if any of my actions have been offensive.
*Edit- If possible, I hope to work this out with you guys tomorrow and maybe appeal my suspension.
